B,

It's been on my mind for a long while. Okay ages. And I know it isn't going to happen, it stays in my mind. Fodder for my masturbation. 

You are only of a few I know that is aware of PD and Insex. That is the fodder; the sadist and others watching.

You and your site have been the closest to making it happen. Scening at CS is a distant second. 

Just writing this make my cunt feel alive.

dss