100 Things About Me

1. I still am a Libertarian-bet that came as a surprise?
2. I miss being in love.
3. I don't yell and I hate being ignored.
4. I tire easily of listening to others complain about their life and other people. I am non judgmental.
5. I’ve improved with age.
6. I have few regrets and seldom vocalize them.
7. I am totally literal in my thinking.
8. I have never lied to protect myself.
9. I am often conflicted about issues but never after I've made a decision.
10. I crave physical contact.
11. I’ve lied to protect someone.
12. I’ve also learned valuable lessons in honesty.
13. No matter how much you read, talk to me, communicate with me, you will never understand me..
14. If I were a criminal lawyer, I'd be for the defense.
15. I remember my first kiss like it was only yesterday.
16. I don't own an American car.
17. I am opposed to the death penalty without exception.
18. My favorite sadistic tool is my right hand.
19. The mind is a close second.
20. No one has written a story that featured me.
21. I enjoy slow and easy just as much as fast and hard. The difference is when and why.
22. Dark blue is my favorite color.
23. The only thing I've ever broken is my nose.
24. I was never abused as a child.
25. I made a choice to become the way I am today.
26. Experience has not tempered my dominant style only refined it.
27. I recommend sex in a cemetary.
28. My touch comes on like a hammer but ends in a caress.
29. I am capable of utter and heartless cruelty - even towards myself.
30. I want a woman, not a girl. I am a man, and I want the playing field level when we start.
31. I avoid people who take certain medications.
32. I believe that all pain can be managed - physical, mental, emotional - if the will is there, the determination is there, and the strength to battle your own demons is there.
33. Anal sex drives me to distraction.
34. Jealousy has never driven me over the edge. I don’t allow for it.
35. I refuse to wear leather pants, chaps or hats.
36. I hate commitment. I have made a few and rued the day.
37. I can be playful.
38. I love and hate my job.
39. I believe in honor.
40. I have never been to the symphony.
41. I believe some of the best sex can be had without any ‘extras.’
42. I enjoy reading other 100’s lists for purely informational reasons. I like the quick and easy snap shot, as opposed to hours of archives.
43. I started this blog for reasons unknown to me.
44. I believe you can never go home again.
45. My favorite food is pizza - no sauce with garlic and fresh shucked clams. I am a pizza snob.
46. I have grown to love fresh fruit.
47. I hate tomatoes but love marinara sauce.
48. Thai food - real Thai food - is another vice.
49. Between Laura Linney and Hope Davis--Hope wins.
50. At one time in my life, I thought I wanted a slave. Until I had one and became utterly disgusted with her dependence upon me.
51. I cry every time I watch "To Kill A Mockingbird."
52. I learned in college that Herman Hesse and Ayn Rand are not compatible.
53. I can be emotionally manipulated by music if I can be calm enough to listen to it.
54. I own a convertible. I drive it with the top down when it snows
55. I enjoy fishing.
56. I prefer to do the cooking.
57. While I don’t like water skiing, I do love to snow ski.
58. While rope bondage is beautiful, I don’t like it for art, I like it for being able to creatively reduce someone to carry-on luggage. There is a difference.
59. I check my email every day.
60. Tell me the truth, even if it will hurt me. I’ll respect you more for it.
61. Why something happens is just as important as the event itself.
62. A gentle rain is exquisite.
63. When I fuck, there are times I am submissive.
64. I never throw my old glasses away.
65. I find that first impressions can be quite accurate, but are subject to change.
66. I enjoy progress.
67. I am a dog person.
68. I wonder if the first girl I took her her virginity from ever thinks of me?
69. I want to sleep with Joan Baez.
70. I hate to lose but do so with humor.
71. I hate cell phones and use mine only out of need-never to just talk.
72. I call a spade a spade.
73. My humor doesn’t always come through when I write, and I refuse to make one of these….
74. I polish my shoes.
75. I know how to do my own laundry.
76. I enjoyed high school.
77. I was raised dominant. My mother was dominant and we didn’t get along well.
78. I hate religion.
79. Call me B.
80. I admire strength - personal strength.
81. Dark hair will draw my attention every time.
82. Smell is an important draw for me. I often want to bury myself in sex because it smells so fucking good.
83. I’m straight but not narrow. I like all the kinky shit, but I am not attracted to men.
84. My favorite places on a woman are her neck, her breasts, her perineum and that place on the inside of her legs where her sex meets her thigh. Dear God, It’s Heaven.
85. There are things that I cannot forgive.
86. I had a great friend who passed away too young. I miss him.
87. I’ve seen death enough times to last me for ever.
88. Everyone I ever learned anything meaningful from is dead so I cling to every second of my life and try not to waste a single drop with fear or doubt.
89. Fear does however, sometimes keep you from being stupid.
90. I’ve been stupid enough times to know that.
91. I may not speak, but I do listen.
92. My best writing is done when I am passionate; Anger sustains me when creativity fails.
93. I am manipulative. To my own ends, sometimes, and to the ends for which you want to achieve success, I’ll motivate you.
94. I do my shopping online.
95. I still feel like Atlas, supporting the world from the outside.
96. Excuses, excuses…I don’t want to hear them.
97. I’m addicted to play lists. I often will record the same song over and over by a different artists.
98. Long hair, short hair - I just want to be able to bury my face in it.
99. I love to dance.
100. Kiss me. I’ll make it all go away.